"REFRESH"

It's finally time for me to turn around.

Honestly, I feel almost as if last year had just been another dream that I'm finally free of, nightmare if you will. But I can actually feel like I'm forgetting all of this.

Anyways, doesn't change much.

I'm still a teenage girl, wanting and dreaming for love. But on the other hand, I know what there is to do now. For the past few years of middle school, I had been charging straight ahead after anything and everything I could hang on to that had to do with being in a relationship or liking a guy.

Now I've learned to love slowly and sensibly. Because in the end, there is no use to chase after love if love can come find you no matter where you are.

I honestly feel like I've changed for the better.

As I re-read my past blogs, I feel really disoriented and sick. It was obnoxious the way I thought back then. But hey, I leave them there for a reason. Learning from the past is the only way you can walk towards the future.

Well, I haven't been posting anything much on this blog for a long time compared to my other blogs so I'm back! Hopefully, I have nothing depressing to write about anymore. You can't imagine how tired I am of DRAMA.

I guess I've come to the stage where I'd hit the refresh button on the computer, now my life is new. Updated. Informed. And unwilling to make anymore mistakes again.

I've learned to love slowly and passionately now. And I definately will from now on.