Recklessness

Tuesday, December 1st, 2009

It snowed today. Barely, but still enough to be considered snow. School was normal today. Go to class, see my friends, have lunch, class and home. It is honestly strange for me to have such a constantly unchaged routine. It almost feels as if one day, something is gonna suddenly pop up behind me and ruin my life. But this undisturbed daily stunt had left me yet to wonder if life really should've been as complicated as I had made it last year.

But yet, in a way, nothing has changed. I'm still looking for love, to love and to be loved. Everyday, still working hard for the best that I can achieve while at the same time, having no idea which path I'm interested in for the future. Each day, I had seen couples here and there, emphasizing how alone I am yet at the same time, reminding me of my recklessness only less than a year ago.

To love, to be loved and to learn from love can be in both ways, the easiest and natural action to take but yet the most difficult achievement to accomplish.