Past Present Future

Since no one is gonna read this... I'm gonna go ahead and write to my heart's content.



My ex... I'm still in love with him.

I'ts been two years now... and I'm still regretting never having said a simple word. "Sorry." And to think.... my whole list of "ifs" would grow longer than ever... my whole future would be amazing.... if I had said the simple word "sorry"

If there was no such thing as regret, then there would be no point of life. Life is all about making choices, some in which would benifit you and others which you would regret for life. In my case, maybe that one word would've changed my life forever. Maybe if I had apologized like I intended to, then I would still be loved by him forever and ever.

But now that I think about it. Time and life is unfair. If I could go back in time, then I wouldn't have to be thinking about this now. If I could go back in time, then all this regret wouldn't exist and I would be putting something a lot more happy in my blogs rather than what's happening now.

And then again, those are "ifs" and only a few in which I can come up with of the millions I have thought of before, that I'm thinking of now, and that I'd probably think of later.

If in the past, I had said that one simple word, then right now in the present, I wouldn't be typing my thoughts out this way and who knows about the future... If in the past I had said that one word, maybe I wouldn't be in the sorrow that I'm in now. And maybe the future would've been a much brighter place to look forward to.

But then again... That's all part of the "ifs"