My Story - Part 1.

Yesturday, I've decided that venting my life out and writing it all down makes it a lot easier to sort through my mind and ever so slightly, lessen the pain (especially because the person I usually vent to isn't always there to listen to me anymore. More of inconvenience than not wanting to listen to me really. ) Of course, like yesturday, I needed music to think and a the moment, I'm listening to my MP3. "Only Look At Me" by Tae Yang. It's a beautiful song with wonderful lyrics and of course I'm too lazy to indicate every song change. (I am currently laughing at the irony of this song to my life, I'll explain later.) Well anyways, knowing my mind is complicated barely covers half of what's going on in my life. Right now, I'm just debating whether to tell about my life, my pain or changing heart. Well, let's begin.



I guess I should say that all the drama began in grade 8 (middle school) because thats how it feels like now, well the more important and melodramatic parts, yes. So anyways, the beginning of the drama was in grade 5 (my last day of elementary school.)

"Hey Bonnie, I needa tell you something. " It was my friend/ classmate Terry. I had purposely run away from him the whole recess for no reason what so ever. The bell rang. "Some other time." I told him. He caught up to me and followed.

"I like you a lot."

I stared at Terry in awe. No, it's probably another joke., I thought to myself. Anyways, that's not where the drama was.


Freddy, his best friend whom I was stuck sitting beside for 3-4 months in a row, also liked me. Thinking back, it finally hit me. It was my last day there because I was starting off my summer early and I also wasn't positive if I was going to the same middle school as them next year.

And so, after school, I told Terry I liked him (which I did like him, he was a fun and great guy) <-- I'm not so sure about now though. Haha, kidding, he's awesome. And that's how it all started.