Summer Snow - Fahrenheit (lyrics)

Summer Snow

Your love carries warmth
It’s clear to someone when he is hugging you
The happiness that the heartbeats pass
Is like a pulsating thermos flaskPutting my hands into my pockets
Thawing the path we have walked pass
In a cold empireIt is satisfying getting to hug you

Everyone knows the weather can change
So do promises
Your winter jacket is still on my bed

The weather in your world has turned sunny on time
I am watching the snow during summer far away from here
My loneliness freezes slowly
In the night without you
The love you gave me has already expired
And my heart is snowing during summer
Although the winter is far away now
I still can’t end this hibernation

The seasons in my world is in a mess
There are even snows in the equator
The fields in the tropical rain forests
Look snowy white
My memories in my heart are covered in snow
Even when the sun rises they can’t melt
I am supposed to sweat during summer
But I keep on tearing

The night without you
Everyone knows the weather can change
So do promises
Your winter jacket is still on my bed

The weather in your world has turned sunny on time
I am watching the snow during summer far away from here
My loneliness freezes slowly
In the night without you
The love you gave me has already expired
And my heart is snowing during summer
Although the winter is far away now
I still can’t end this hibernation

(x2)









disclaimer: I do not own or intend to own any of these lyrics, all credits to it's original owner (fahrenheit)

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Okay, so it's a week from Christmas. And the best thing ever.... I'm sick.

I cough at the end of every sentence.
My nose is runny...or stuffed... I'm not sure which one because it switches from time to time.
My head hurts occasionally.
My voice... is pretty much dead.


Well today was supposed to be the second last day of school before the Christmas Holidays. and oooohhh boy, I'm sick. Also, tomorrow there might be a snow day, at times I'm quite grateful for snowdays because I get to sleep in but tomorrow is the last day before two weeks off and I really want to see my friends for the last day.

Today I also confessed my feelings to this guy I like in my class. He didn't seem to hate the fact, but he didn't seem to put it aside and try to avoid you like others do. Actually, it felt quite normal. I want to see him tomorrow as well which is another reason why.

The downside is, my voice cracks everytime is sing because I have a cold and I can't last a line without coughing my head off. However, I'm supposed to have a performance tomorrow and I'm not so sure that my music teacher would be so fond if I told her I was unable to sing. On the other hand, she would hate me forever if I coughed in the middle of the performance. >.<


That's it for now, bye bye.

Hug - DBSK (lyrics)

I want to send you these feelings Ooo baby
For some reason, I can't tell you the truth, I can't say it
Even though it's just a feeling
If I say it aloud
Everything might disappear Wow wow

My arms are open wide
For all of you
To be held
I want to hold you
But for me
Something is missing
I continue to shake
Because I'm unable to share my feelings

I love you

Love is destined to move Ooo baby

If you just wait for it, it's bound to get lost
These anxious feelings
Are you aware of them?
What is your heart thinking? Wow wow

I open my arms
Your innocent beauty
Bring them into these arms
I want to hold you

Whenever, wherever
To be lighted
By your eyes
I will be born again
I love you

In my arms In my soul
I want to hold you
With a feeling without any lies
I'm full with sorrows from missing you
It does not stop

My arms are open wide
For all of you
To be held
I want to hold you

In the end I will not lose you
Or give you to someone else
As I pay close attention and open my eyes
You're with me right now
I love you






(disclaimer me doo-s not owns anys of these lyrics [which btw are translated] )

Why did I fall in love with you? -DBSK (lyrics)

Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed
I still thought you were right here

But you've already chosen a different path

Why couldn't I call out to you at all?
Every day and night growing emotions
And words overflow
But I realized that

They'd never reach you again

Since that day I first met you
I felt like I already knew you
You and I melded into each other so smoothly

It was natural for me to be where you were
The two of us grew up together

But you've already chosen a different path

Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed
I still thought you were right here

Now we can't turn back

The special meaning held by this day
Today you stood with a happy expression
You looked beautiful while praying to god

But I wasn't the one next to you
And the image of you receiving blessings
Of that how could I let go?

Why did I end up falling for you?
How we were before

We can't return to it anymore

(I've thought it through, thought it
through)

Why didn't I hold on to your hand?
No matter how much time has passed

You should've always been by my side

never changing

But still, even if I'm nowhere near you anymore
I'm praying that you
May be happy for eternity

No matter how much that would make me lonely

no matter how lonely






(disclaimer I do not own any of the lyrics I post on this.)

It got me thinking...

"When you can live forever what would you live for?"
"What is the meaning of life?"


Those two questions (one from the Twilight movie, the other from a lot of conversations.) got me thinking.

My first answers to the questions were:

(1) Love, I mean the only I would live for is to protect my friends, family, and the person I love. Not that I wanna live, but I don't wanna die either, knowing that they aren't happy. In many occassions I hated my life all together and I wanted to commit suicide. But in those times, I thought about my friends and family. I told a few of my friends about how I felt, and it turns out, I wasn't ready to die and leave my life behind. Not while my friends still want me here. But then again the question is : "When you can live forever..." which is is impossible. Eventually death will come. Sooner or later? Who knows.


(2) Death. If you live, you die. If you say you live for love, your love one dies, you have no problem with dying yourself. If you live for happiness, if you know the term happiness, you must first learn the term sadness in which case, there's no point in that. If you live for... knowledge, there is no possible way anyone knows everything, that's a full waste of time to live to learn. Sure you can learn and probably succeed, but what's the point of that when you die at the end and all the knowledge is gone. You say knowledge can save someone's life? They're gonna die sooner or later. The only point of life is death. Everything leads to death. So how is there a disagreement in that?

All in all, I'm not emo to say this but, if you live, live for the present not the future. Because all the future leads you to, is death.

Is it that hard??

This weekend, I've fallen deeply in love with this guy... needless to say, he's 3 years older than me. And I have no idea what to do with myself. I mean , it would be easy if I went to the same school as him. But worse than ever, I'm in a different level of school than him. Middle school and High school... it's hopeless. But still, I was hoping. Hoping that maybe he would put our age difference aside.... and maybe...maybe give us a chance.


So I was thinking... maybe... maybe there's a chance.


I know, I'm delusional.

And so... I confronted one of the people I always confront about my cousin's friend (which is the dude I like.) My cousin's boyfriend (the one I confronted) was like: "Three years... as in grade 8-11 right? That's ... not so good because one is middle school the other is high school."

With that... I gave up...





However I couldn't stop thinking about him.






I wanna try, whatever it takes.

But it's impossible.




He'll continue running through my mind until it's all over.

Life is unfair

And so, I don't even needa tell you that I'm depressed, just know that I am because I'm writing.


Yesturday, we had a presentation. My friend was "Mr.Walt Disney." and so he brought in mickey mouse.

Today, I began playing with it after school, taking it from his locker. When I turn back, his partner had locked it and he was at a tournament so I couldn't open it either way. I went up to his partner, who was also my friend and had a crush on for a bit. I asked him to open is locker. He snaps back at me. "You took it out, you find out the combination and open it!" he literally yelled in my face.
I walked out of the classroom and put the Mickey in my locker and ran into the gym for v-ball. Mid-way into the gym, I started crying, so I darted into the change room, sat, and started bawling my eyes out. And then I remembered how I've just recently gotten over him, and how for the past two weeks everything was different.
He found out I liked him two weeks ago, and started ignoring me. He ignored me for a week except for an occasional hi. The next week, it was getting better, but still, it's as if he doesn't know I exist, until my stage of depression for another reason. (one I might explain later.) Finally, he said something that connected to the old him, "Bonnie, what happened?" he asked, in the most caring tone I'd ever seen come out of him. Of course though, I was in depression.
After that, he started tell me all this crap, depressed, I ask for a hug. He knows I'm in a really bad state and I know he was joking, but really, it wasn't the right time for something like that, "Hey, I know it is mean, but, if you keep giving people hugs and asking for hugs like that, people will think you're a hoe. " So then, I knew the hoe part was a joke and all, but seriously, do you think it was the write time to catch me with that type of "joke?"
The next few days, he gives me all this crap about "Who told you to talk? I never said you can talk so don't talk!" So you know what, sure I know it's a joke, but to me, being called a "bitch" I was prepared to sac him.



So yea, while I was bawling my eyes out, I've noticed how nothing is the same anymore. He doesn't joke with me like we used to. We don't talk anymore. I admit that I might've changed a bit. But seriously, I was never in the mood for something like that. Whenever I went through depression, I could only think of him, but I backed away whenever he came close.


As of now, I don't know what to do with myself. Depression had never been my best part but I've never been hurt so much by this one person, I don't know whether to confront him or live life ignoring him. He was my important friend, someone I could always depend on for a joke. But as of now, he needs to find out how to take jokes from reality. I wanna cry, bawl my eyes out until my tears are dry to the limit.




I don't wanna talk to him ever again.

Love Chronicle- Full moon wo sagashite, Lyrics

why? I've completely forgotten how to love
meetings will come someday with the beginning of parting
somehow, I have decided upon that idea

you tied my loose shoe laces of my dirty sneakers
your shy smile suddenly shone in the sunlight

it's not that I love for want of love
you gave me the courage to love straight-forward

the two swear to the journey from now
that no matter what occurs, the two hands will never part

it's weird, the everyday landscape begin to seem special
the flowers, birds, and sea the wind, mountains, sweet sun
when everything shines and cuddles togetherhana

I found the last piece to the unsolvable jigsaw puzzle
your broad back protects me and I'll continue to follow you for eternity

until now, I've took the longer way around but
I'm finally able to love straight-forward

the two will head to the dream of tomorrow
no matter what occurs, the gaze won't be shifted

it's not that I love for want of love
you gave me the courage to love straight-forward

the two will head to the dream of tomorrow
no matter what occurs, the gaze won't be shifted

it's not that I love for want of love
you gave me the courage to love straight-forward

the two swear to the journey from now
that no matter what occurs, the two hands will never part

Forbidden Love

I love you
I really really do love you
more than the world
and much more than myself

But I fear it's too late,
too late to confess
too late to remind you
I'll always be there for you

Also, what I fear is coming true
you like someone else
have you liked me before?
it's too late now

I've warned myself a couple of times
it it's not now, it might be too late,
if I ever had a chance,
definitely not now

There's no more need to confess,
I'm positive you know,
I am utterly and harshly
falling in love with you

And so, because you know,
what I feared is coming true
first I lost a good friend
second, I'm still in love with you

From the day I realized
I couldn't stop thinking about you
I also realized, it's hopeless
nothing can shape reality

I'd never been right for you
and you'll never be right for me
an immortal can never get along
with those who are human

And someone like me,
will hold back,
continue through the sorrow
until one day, death hits me

And because I'm not meant for you
and you're not meant for me
I give up.
We'll never be together

Although, no matter how much I regret,
I'm still in unconditionally in love
with you

Striving through this
forbidden love
on my own

8 billion

Out of over 8 billion people in this world
there's only one person I want
only one person I truly admire
and one person that is my soul mate

The person I want, I think about daily
the person I admire, pulls me through
my soul mate is destined to meet me
though death might arrive before it

So in the same matter,
out of 8 billion people,
someone wants you, admires you
and then there's your soulmate

Your soulmate may come too late, but there's no harm to hope
The person who worships you, will stick by you 'till it's gone
The person that wants you,
will be by you no matter how big or little the situation

I could tell those things to you
But they are all lies,
no one is perfect, no perfect love,
no perfect life

Because out of 8 billion people,
chances are you'll never meet your soulmate
and out of 8 billion wishes
a few come true

But out of all 8 billion people
the person I want, is you

Concealed Hatred

Hidden from the world
I choose not to reveal
but in my terms of needs
I choose to conceal

Conceal all that there is inside me
my pain, my hatred, my fury
for no one would understand me
and then again, nothing will set me free

I'm trapped in my own threat
cornered into the depths of my wounds
Even if I choose to run,
it turns back around and hits me again

"you're inhuman," I tell myself
a beast that hates all life on Earth
don't get me wrong, I choose to conceal
all this hatred, my personality, its worth

What would other's think
when my thoughts hit them hard
when I show them my pain
when I rip them apart

Even to those who are perfect
I show them their worst nightmare
the parts that only I see
the hatred living deep in there

Think about it again
and then tell me I'm inhuman
because that's what I am, and it's true

Darkness

Sure, it's sunny outside
but it's pitch black in here
I reach out to the distance
but no one is there

As pure and beautiful as
this world may seem
it's not possible for someone like me
to exist in such a place

For there is soul in everyone
in everything of this world
Except me of course
I do not belong here

In other places,
peace, calm, free
I also do not belong there
for nothing can match me

For there is so much hatred,
darkness, inside me
that no words can explain
No senses, nothing to hear, nothing to see

Inside there is only hatred
everything but love, peace, and passion
because I hate so much
there's nothing I could do to resist the temptation

I'll spare you

And take me away instead
the only way to free myself
from the darkness

Co-existance

Haven't heard from you in years
and yet you call me again that day
asking to get me back
I'd tell you I would, if there was a way

I'll be the first to admit
I still love you, even if a bit
But when you threw my heart away
I was cornered, fell into a ditch

You tell me, somehow, there's a way
And yet for the past year, I ceased to exist
Sure enough, I was nearing the end
Now if only I could fine the exit

And now I'm left, wandering alone
as your words, your promises
left stalking me, echoing
as if it was all that was left of our memories

You know I can't let it go
like it was never part of me
to co-exist with another
in which I'd never be free

So you called me again to meet me that day
But I'll be the first to admit
I'd rather die than stay away.

Living For You- Fahrenheit

I never knew why I wake up in the morning
I space out at work & when I eat
I wonder if that counts as feeling happy

I'm not surprised that my life is a little empty
So that you can come & carry my burden

Thank you for coming out of this sea of people to meet me
When you called my name
I realised my connection to the world
Loving you lead me to find my strength
After meeting you
I'm not afraid that time will run away

Living for you takes away my loneliness
You are there to share my troubles & joys
That is more happiness than one deserves

There is only a future when you are present
Every single thing is worth the anticipation
We can love each other everyday

Without you ~ yeah

Without you, this world is empty
Trillions of strangers out there
I wouldn't care if there was one less
But loving you made me realise that
I actually have emotions
I can cry, laugh, have a beating heart & actually breathe
I can have a beating heart & can actually breathe ~

Living for you takes away my loneliness
You are there to share my troubles & joys
That is more happiness than one deserves

There is only a future when you are present
Every single thing is worth the anticipation
We can love each other everyday

~Sick to the point of puking.

Oh gawd. As we speak right now, my nose is getting stuffed again. My stomach is going on the rumble of cramps and it's getting annoying. Haha better than this morning.

Last night, I literally woke up once every hour. Like on the dot. Gets on your nerves, especially when you're sick and you're just hoping to sleep and hopefully wake up better the next day.

This morning, I woke up "early" for volleyball practice. Well early for me anyways, 6:00 buddy, it's horrible. But then again I didn't really get tired in the first place, seeing that I couldn't sleep at all.

You know how you have times where there's just one point in the day, no matter how hungry you were before or how hungry you will be after, your food just doesn't take affect for that one specific time of day? Yea, I didn't eat this morning before practice, and I took my "Tylenol cold." They say you can't take meds without food. Tehe, I practically got drunk during practice.

Even before first period, I wasn't hungry, so I ignored the breakfast I brought. I started catching a fever too x]. Not my fault.

Tehe, I'm sick still, can't wait to get better.

Wandering alone (lyrics)

Because no one understands me, so I chose to separate myself from this world
I’m feeling a little tired, my belief is broken now
My white sneakers, can’t bring me back to the bustling seaside again
The light of the moon, brightens up a lot of smiles
The crazy pictures stop in front of me, but our mutual understandings have gone far from us
The future that we promised to endeavor together, now it is me alone who is walking towards it

Chorus
I roam among the crowded past, reminisce the free summer I’ve gone through
Sitting alone beside the merry road, the beer did not turn sweet, but I lost the silly but serious ambition
I roam along the lonely border, missing the days I laughed happily
Listening to the familiar music, but the piano melody is no longer there
I hope I could go back to the day that the misunderstanding happened
And had a chance to apologize

Forever (another emoish poem)

Snowflakes are waiting
yet to reach the ground for the last time

The stain of sorrow came with it
as the whiteness surrounded me

I could hear, very clearly,
your calling from behind me

Your warmth forms in an embrace
surrounding me telling me you're here

...forever

But everything has an end
just as the blizzard began it's storming

your body turned cold

... where was my forever?

You had told me once that you loved me
but waking up, I slipped on the ice

It was over.

My heart, no longer in pain.

My forever gone.

The snow bleached red.

Welcome, death.

... um... random emoish poem...

I live through my life in pain
tell me when it would go away

My story retold with tears
sorrow filling in these lines

Losing you is not what frightens me,
rather the pain within you that scares me

same to the factor of death
it's merely the pain that I fear

One gunshot, one stab
all of pain

Why can't life end peacefully
and why can I not die without causing others sorrow

for it's not the pain that interests me
it's the mere thought of death itself

so why can't I just end my life now?
while my passion of death is left yet to fade

let me lift in your arms of the angel
let me fly with you away

if god had a reason to put me on the Earth
it was you, you to put out my fire


Kill me now.

I found you...don't run away again... please?

Haha, I feel like a brat, a spoiled kid, and it's all because of you. Now that I'm writing about it, I'm day dreaming about it. The 30 seconds in which you held me, with so much love I felt as if you were mine, all mine, like that one girl I hate so much, never existed. I wanna thank a couple of people for helping me get it, but I'm too happy right now to care.

My tall freak, was mine again for a mere 30 sec - 1 min. I tell you I hate you, but how can I, when one movement as little as it may be, attracts me to you. At that time it was only me and you, like the rest of the world never existed, I couldn't help but slip from reality. Your embrace was more than I imagined I could handle. I pained me, stabbed me when you pulled away. But then again, your warmness was still there.

I was crying, more often than usual. Truthfully speaking, not that long ago, I cried, 7 days in a row. Not long hours and hours of crying, but enough to pain me for days causing me to cry again the next day and everytime I talked to you. I wondered if it was just talking to you, and then you told me you sent your computer to fix meaning you wouldn't be online.

I didn't cry that day.

But you made me cry again today. You know what emos are don't you? They've called you one numerous of times. And I am one now, you know that too. Emos; emotional, self-confined, idiots, that hate life. Right, first you cared, you screamed everytime I said "life sucks", so much for caring now huh?

I cried today.

Big deal, you didn't care, hah until my ex came up to me. You hugged me then, because you were told by him to. Don't you know? I feel vulnerable whenever I'm around you, like a hopeless loser, the one I am inside, the one that I hide from the rest of the world. And at that moment, when you took me in an embrace, I felt safe again. From that moment, the rest of the world didn't matter anymore. Though I was still in tears, it didn't matter, I had your shield around me again. I wanted it to be forever, but I ask for too much.

Thank-you

The best time I ever had in a long time. It's all because of you.

I love you.

Someone tell me, who took you away from me?

It's amazing... now that I realize that I've only been able to write with my negative personality in this blog. So... on with the thing.


Hey, if you're reading this, I'm surprised but happy xD see I doubt it.

Anyways, why the heck am I updating everyday if there's no one reading? Oh well! too bad then!


Today, well, no actually, for a few days ago. I lost my best friend. Sure, he's physically still alive in this world. But to me. The real him, the one I loved, is no longer there. What happened to the pointless person, that would be there for me whenever I needed him? My best friend, the one I loved so much, only to come and break my heart. Why have you thrown your caring old self into the trash? Didn't we tell you a million times now that we missed the old you? Can't you at least grant me one wish and bring the old you back? I'll never have another reason to live again.

Thanks a lot.

For stealing my heart for me

And I know it sounds stupid, but I'm crying again... for you, for the 6th day in a row. I'm such a loser to think you'd even care.

Not even hell can be as painful as it is now

Right... the title is self explanatory.

Note to all the readers out there. Never fall in love with your best friend.

I'm dieing in pain out here. And dieing over and over again inside there.

I had a crush on my best friend for two years now. And on the third year, I've decided, I've finally fallen in love with him. It wasn't that long since the last time I confessed. He knows doesn't he? That I love him more than the whole world? Then why does he intend to hurt me so much? I don't blame him. He loves his gf.

I've thought numerous of times to commit suicide right there. Nothing deep enough that I actually was seconds away from my death. But enough to debate on the least painful methods. This morning, I thought about my final death will. Something along the lines of:

"If someone finds this, please send the following out to the people I wish to send this to;

(his gf): Dear (name shall remain anonymous) your boyfriend (aka my best friend) is a really good guy. He wouldn't hurt you for any shit what so ever, treat him with the love he deserves, or you will regret it. He's lucky to have found someone he loves, please don't hurt him or I would never die peacefully. Thank you

(my best friend): Dear (______) There's only one thing I need to tell you, I love you, more than anything in the world."

Suicide was really high on my scales. I was prepared to do it since my parents left that morning. But then I thought, 'one final bye, just once' I waited online for him. As if on cue, he came on a few minutes after me. I told him how I felt, how much it pained me to see him together with his gf. He apologized.


Then... he told me he would break up with her if it made me happy.


I cried at that exact moment. How could I agree? I wouldn't hurt him for anything, I can't, I don't want to see him sad.


I rejected.


He told me he didn't want to see me sad. But then I thought, if he was sad, what difference does it make if I'm sad now? Better off killing one heart rather than two.


"Don't," I told him, "I rather you be happy, I'll be okay."


And with that, I sealed away my heart. Leaving all the pain inside of me. Killing me every second I live. All to say this.


Please don't be sad. I'll do anything, I'll give up my heart, Live the unbearable pain...


As long as you are happy.


I love you.

Is this just me or is love getting stupider by the second?

Well here's the first thing that I want to tell you. This isn't my first heartbreak. However, it's the first time that someone I really love, was being yelled at by me... for no reason. I feel horrible. Though I think that he wouldn't be reading this for shit in this world (btw who reads stuff for shit anyways?) To be straight forward, I've never yelled at this one person in all my life. And that person just happens to be my crush, the person I'm... utterly... in love with... (not obsessed... i think.) And last but not least, he's my best friend.

I've never yelled at him in my whole life (for the two years I've known him =P) Well, now that I think back, I didn't yell at him. I couldn't stand talking to him. Yea, I know, sounds worse eh? Yes, it was bad. But whenever I talked to him, my heart would sink and it made me more confused everytime.

I've been trying for a long time now, to stop liking him. Only because I know those feelings can not be returned, and it won't progress from where it is now. However, I can't do that anymore, no matter how hard I try. He is more to me than a friend, and you know what? I don't give a damn if he doesn't feel the same why, I'm a big girl, I can handle it.

I'm feeling miserable now because I've been acting really mean to him lately. And you know what he said yesturday when I finally talked to him?

Me: "Yea, don't you notice? I go through mood swings all the time"
Him: "Yea but not to me :("

That one line killed my heart, and now I don't know how to live with myself for ever hurting him like that. The most I can do now, is wait 'till he find someone he likes and gradually get away from this feeling, no matter how much it pains me.

Confusion

Life is full of useless ness
so tell me now, why wont you let me let go

If its not worth living
then whats wrong with wanting to leave?

Out of all people, you tell me you care
Yet all I wish, is for my feelings you share

You've been to blind to see
have u really cared for me??

I told you I love you
Now I'll tell you it was true

Was is the past,
now im confused

Do i like you now?
Or have i liked you before

Tell me what the truth is
And yet, something as simple as that,
you cant

How many people now
have told me you loved me?

And yet, me, your best friend
cant even find that out

Am i worth your time here?
If I was, won't you tell me to my face?

Won't you tell me that there's someone
that actually cares for me in the world
cuz you don't

If you read this
I'd be surprised

Im confused now
and at least you know why

If you feel the same
wont you tell me?

Instead of hiding at away from me
causing all this pain

My heart is heavy now
I wanna say good bye

But everytime I see you
I can't

I can't turn my back to you
to tell you that I'm leaving this world
without you

And now tell me
do you truly care?

To you,
it's "some girl's" feelings

To me,
it's everything

Do I like you?
I HAVE NO IDEA
NOW TELL ME URSELF

DO I?

I'm telling myself now,
that you would read it,

that you would take in mind
how I feel

But it's all lies
I know you well enough
You dont needa tell me that for me to know

But hey, we're still friends rite
that's how its meant to be and nothing more

Heys! (I'm mainly here to work on my homework) haha time to start with the past

Hey's peoples... if there's anyone out there...oh well. Yays! My birthday is coming up soon! haha. (sept.19 in case u ppl dunno. ;P) So... yea... haha today was sooo boring in science, i was actually falling asleep, (i did for a while, only to jolt back up.) Life sucks don't u agree???? Haha well i know u do, now dont deny it. I cant believe I'm actually doing this... and using apostrophes ... Hey! i used spell check! thats new. Hmwk time! hehe. Btw this is gonna go out of order cuz im gonna copy and paste it after into my first draft.... I just dunno how im gonna fit it in 1000 words... plus my future! (here's roughly something that was true and going on in my head.)

August 29th, 2008

Hey people! Well, I only started the blog so let me tell you something about myself. I started this mainly because I was bored. My name is Bonnie. (They say never to give out your full name on the internet say hey, I'll follow that rule.) I'm 12 and I'm heading to grade 8 in a few days. My family that I live with consists of my mom, my dad, and my sister, Christie. My sister is 5... well 6, (I'll never get used to saying that though she only grew a year a month ago.) I live in [{*Toronto, Canada*}]
I've never been so psyched in my life to finally get back to school. Well, nothing interesting ever happens in school, but I guess grade 7 really had a big effect on me. The best year yet! I had most of my best friends in that class, and one of the greatest teachers ever! The other grades were okay, but grade 7 was clearly the best. All that turned around, bad enough I created the saying, "Friday the 29th."
This morning, I couldn't help but feel a slight sickness in my stomach, no matter how calm I was all summer. I've been waiting up to this. My teacher was Mr.Smith, (no doubt, my grade 7 teacher told me that.) But unfortunately none of my friends are on the list next to me, the close ones at least, (horrible day part 1.)
Today was supposed to be the day that Arron Yan, my favourite Asian singer/ actor comes to Vancouver, Canada. Unfortunately, I couldn't go. Now I can't even watch it on t.v. because I just found out they're not airing it LIVE! (horrible day part 2.) And to think the only time my idol would be less than half way across the world is now, and I'm just sitting here. Oh well, I gotta go bye bye.

-BB(Bonbon/Bonnie)

xD thats how i felt b4 but w/e I'm cutting and rearranging half of this for my first draft hehe

School homework/ blog entry 1 09.08.08

Hey, so this is part of my homework too... not like anyone is reading right?... If your, message me, 'cause I'm bored. Haha well the homework part... it's for my autobiography, project, thing. Yes, this is all going up as we speak. So... nice entry isn't it? Okay then let's start.

Grade 8 (blog entry 1)
September 8th, 2008.

Well, it's me again! Grade 8 just started and well...I'm sorta, well honestly speaking, I don't know if I'm nervous or excited. Well obviously I can't wait until grad. It's gonna be awesome! (I hope.) Well that's it for now. I just hate being this age, having to sleep "early." I mean half the time I can't even fall asleep. And so, I sit there for half an hour or so reading my favourite book, "Twilight" by Stephanie Meyers, until my eyes tire out. Fun isn't it? My life isn't so interesting anyways. 9:58 pm. My parents are gonna kick me off the computer any second so I guess I better save.
Today, we had our first tryouts for volleyball (the only thing I'm looking forward to until graduation.) I think I did pretty well. I hope I make it though, nothing is better than spending hours playing the sport you love.
Well that's it for now, it's 10 o'clock, I gotta go. Bye bye!

~Bb! (Bonbon/ Bonnie)


Watcha think? That's literally going in my homework xD okay g2g bye bye.